Friday, 30 September 2016


So I feel the need to write again though I know not many are reading but what the hell, this time it is for me, not you guys anymore.

So... Where do I start?

Wednesday, 28 September 2016


In a meeting, I used a phrase "let's address the elephant in the room". 

Seorang kawan berbisik kepada aku:

"How do you address the elephant in the room if there was a real elephant here?"

Aku diam dan hanya tersenyum sambil bercakap dalam hati:

"I am going to fucking shoot it".

Well meetings are never fun. 


I have my days when I will enjoy the luxury of life while suffering the equal amount of torment.

Hidup aku memang macam ni, ada syurga dengan neraka sekaligus. Which can be confusing at times.

Do I enjoy the heaven or suffer the hell? Which is which?

Hardship in life ajar aku banyak benda. A friend said to me when I was at the lowest point of my life:

"You have hit the bottom and the only way to go now is up" and that's exactly what I did. I moved up and beyond dan sekarang aku sedang sibuk mempersiapkan diri dengan hati ni untuk terus naik. Before I fall and hit the ground again, at least I will be well prepared.

Kadang-kadang you will have everything in life and by everything which is subjective to others, pada aku money is everything. Lepas tu kau ada cinta... Cinta pun everything juga. Love that will make you and/or break you.

All we need to do is sit back and enjoy the ride.

Oh dan untuk kekeliruan samada aku nak berseronok dengan syurga atau neraka dunia?

All I can say is, I'll think about hell when I am dead enough.

Thursday, 23 June 2016

I am here

So let's start over shall we? 

Monday, 21 September 2015

Late night conversations

Now I realised the reality with her. 

Now I realised that after all the long chat and whenever she falls asleep while we are talking...

It breaks my heart when I hung up the phone.

Knowing that she'll go through that part of life alone without me.