I am more angry than sad.
For everything that happened and maybe for everything that's going to happen.
So fuck everything.
For everything that happened and maybe for everything that's going to happen.
So fuck everything.
Sunday, 30 June 2019
Saturday, 29 June 2019
Beluga
You know, the salty taste of tears reminds me a lot of caviar.
And nothing beats a good bottle of Russian vodka to go with it...
And nothing beats a good bottle of Russian vodka to go with it...
Bebas
Aku pandang ke dalam mata...
Wait I can't remember the colour. Oh it's dark brown, let's try this again.
Aku pandang ke dalam mata coklat gelap yang selalunya bersinar untuk aku. Cuma malam ini, ada air mata mengalir di tubir mata itu.
"I did it so that you'll leave" sambil aku tunduk ke bawah dengan air mata perlahan-lahan jatuh. Dia menangis teresak-esak.
But she didn't, malam itu bertukar menjadi malam bahagia dan tiba-tiba saat-saat menyeksakan menjadi janji-janji kebahagiaan.
But as usual, I was weak, still am but hopefully wont forever be this way.
It didn't last so here I am.
Wait I can't remember the colour. Oh it's dark brown, let's try this again.
Aku pandang ke dalam mata coklat gelap yang selalunya bersinar untuk aku. Cuma malam ini, ada air mata mengalir di tubir mata itu.
"I did it so that you'll leave" sambil aku tunduk ke bawah dengan air mata perlahan-lahan jatuh. Dia menangis teresak-esak.
But she didn't, malam itu bertukar menjadi malam bahagia dan tiba-tiba saat-saat menyeksakan menjadi janji-janji kebahagiaan.
But as usual, I was weak, still am but hopefully wont forever be this way.
It didn't last so here I am.
Le Coeur Ses Raisons
Untuk kebanyakkan perkara dalam hidup, I am a simple man. Mungkin aku sedikit cerewet tapi most of the time, I am simple.
Aku tak minta bulan dan bintang dalam hidup. Aku tak pernah minta pelangi dan taman bunga.
Aku cuma mahu... bahagia.
This is where things become complicated sebab dalam kebahagiaan ada ujian. Ujian yang mungkin kita akan lulus atau gagal.
Dan untuk kesekian kalinya, aku gagal mengharungi ujian kebahagiaan ini.
Setiap kali aku teringat akan kegagalan ini aku teringat muka seorang perempuan yang suka menyanyikan nursery rhymes secara random. She used to be my source of hope, my joy, the light in my life that is shrouded with darkness, my everything.
I can still remember the way she smiles when she sees me and I know that she still loves me.
But we were tested, it was one hell of a test dan dalam ujian ini... I chose to let go.
If only she knows how heavy this heart is, if only she knows how hard things are for me and...
If only she knows how sorry I am.
You are free now sayang, maybe one day you will understand.
Aku tak minta bulan dan bintang dalam hidup. Aku tak pernah minta pelangi dan taman bunga.
Aku cuma mahu... bahagia.
This is where things become complicated sebab dalam kebahagiaan ada ujian. Ujian yang mungkin kita akan lulus atau gagal.
Dan untuk kesekian kalinya, aku gagal mengharungi ujian kebahagiaan ini.
Setiap kali aku teringat akan kegagalan ini aku teringat muka seorang perempuan yang suka menyanyikan nursery rhymes secara random. She used to be my source of hope, my joy, the light in my life that is shrouded with darkness, my everything.
I can still remember the way she smiles when she sees me and I know that she still loves me.
But we were tested, it was one hell of a test dan dalam ujian ini... I chose to let go.
If only she knows how heavy this heart is, if only she knows how hard things are for me and...
If only she knows how sorry I am.
You are free now sayang, maybe one day you will understand.
Wednesday, 26 June 2019
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